Make a whole new religion

I used to say that all the time when it's time to study for History Tests.
But things change when I topped a class history test.
Then I realised, all I had to do was to study harder.
I was about 15 years old and I had got borderline passes before that.

Don't we sometimes set self-defeating predictions for ourselves to fulfill?
I struggled for a year to get bad results so that I can 'have a memory'.
I have said mean things to family and friends because I want to be 'straight-forward and honest'.
How stupid.

And I always see self defeating prophecies.
Someone told me, "I cannot initiate the breakup because I am not the bad person."
Someone else told me, "I am helpless."
"Love doesn't last, why should I be faithful?"
"Don't learn french because you can't speak like the french people."


With all the obvious reasons to stop your stupidity.
Ask yourself, "What are you trying to prove?"

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