Make a whole new religion

I used to think that there aren't many people in Singapore who will give a damn about arts..
but I realised I was wrong

This world is populated bout billions of people..
Surely, nothin' is unique

I used to think that I am the only one who missed our summer
but I guess you missed me too

I am sorry I was wrong
I am sorry I felt so lonely these years

Someone thinks that his misery, no one can understand
how wrong is he
coz he's not the only one who has this problem
you're wrong, my friend
and I'm sorry for you

for the first time in my life
I've never felt so lonely
and at the same time
feel so prepared

this world is so wide
I'm sorry I was wrong
all these times

we start crawling..
then walk..

later in life, we tell ourselves to pace with those in front..

pace
pace
pace

somehow, along the line, I found myself running

running

then I missed the turn I wanted to make..
the turn to my passion

then I lost frens who run behind me

some who don't bother to catch up with me

running
running

I thought there must be more happiness ahead so I ran faster

I lost the love of my life

no.. I was too slow.. I was too slow

but I continued running.. in circles

I wonder why I'm not pacing anymore..

I missed other happiness that I may have

I want to take a step back

but you over took me
you left me behind

three years later..
you want to slow down too

but I am now ready to run again

it's here finally.. the end of the beginning.. it should have came quite some time ago.. but it didn't.. it comes now..

so now I guess it's the beginning of the end..

there will be more dark rainy days ahead..
the sunshine is somewhere.. some place for the both of us
when it comes, we may not be beside each other
but it will come
and when that day comes, I hope you'll still remember that summer that belongs to us

someone told me to forget you
the eternal sunshine of a spotless mind

but without you
there is no summer
there is no winter
there is no happiness
there is no saddness

I don't think I want another eternity
if it doesn't have the sunshine on our summer's day

it started with a tune.. a melody..

Where Did Summer Go?
Where did summer go?
Why did it leave me so cold?
Where did summer go?
Don't you know that I love you so?

I say there's an old me
Somewhere lost in space
Lost in that summer's day
Somewhere in the words I forgot to say

Neil says: let him go
There's a better tomorrow
But what's he know?
He didn't watch you go

Where did summer go?
All I can see now is snow
Can someone let my summer know
that I love it so

But oh you already know
Still you have to go

today seem to be a Hiro day..
I remember waking up from the dream that my dad was beating my mom and I was fighting him.. then I thought of Hiro..

then when my mom came back and needed me to go downstairs to help her, I couldn't find my new slippers.. so I went to the shoe shelf.. I could only find the pair of slippers Hiro bought for me..
I didn't even remember that I had brought it out from Thomson..
I guess watever I say, this slipper means something to me..

Hiro bought the slippers for me coz I was always running round in the pool bare footed..
'very dirty!' Hiro always say :)

bought from the 1.99 Shop.. Hiro got a pink one.. damn ugly.. haha
but wow.. the slipper went thru army time with me.. til now.. still can wear.. I am scared that it'll wear soon.. =/

then lastly, it rained..
rained and rained

somehow I wasn't sad..

I still miss you, baby
whether I'm sad or happy..
so I choose happy

I miss you..

Miss U
by Aaliyah

It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes

I miss you

Off to college, yes, you went away
Straight from high school you up and left me
We were close friends, also lovers
Did everything for one another

Now you’re gone and I’m lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow

Come back to me
Can you feel me
Hear me callin’ for you
‘Cause it’s

It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I’ve been needin’ you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes

Now I’m sittin’ here thinkin’ ‘bout you
And the days we used to share
It’s drivin’ me crazy, I don’t know what to do
I’m just wonderin’ if you still care

And I wanna let you know that it’s killin’ me
I know you got another life, you gotta concentrate,
baby

Come back to me
Can you feel me
Hear me callin’ for you
‘Cause it’s

It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
What am I gonna do, I’ve been needing you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes

I miss you

I can’t wait no more
Since you went away
I don’t really feel like talkin’
Don’t wanna hear them bug me
Tell me do you understand me
I can’t do but be without you

It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
What am I gonna do, I’ve been needin’ you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if you’re the same and who’s been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry
sometimes

I miss you (Baby)

haha
had a talk with my guitar sensei..
he's a real brillant guy.. and he bitches me a lot..

his mind is real fast and complex..
I say he's a fren of benefits.. he tries to share what he learns with me.. life, guitar, bad things..
haha
even though bad things but he means well (better than to learn bad things from people who wouldn't care to stop you when it's too much. right?)
I'm grateful

he's a real tough man..
no nonsense guy..
but he's juz jelly inside.. I'll break him someday
hahah

he msged me on msn :the rain in spain rains mainly in the plains

so i replied:
she shell she shell on the she shore

to that, I got:
yi dong says she shell she shore like a donkey saying hee haw hee haw..

hhahaa
farnie...

I like
☺
that's why I just have to write it here