Make a whole new religion

I woke up this morning.
And lazed..
(like you guys expect me to get up right away :p)

And I thought
"Damn I have pictures to upload."
Pictures of my clubbing nights.
3 or 4 occasions.
I am so lazy.
I must load those pictures because it's really like a clubbing activity for us now. Mostly people from the sales floor.
Great people.
I wanna show who they are :)

Anyways,
we went clubbing on Sunday. Since Monday was a public holiday.
We arrived at St. James at 11pm..
And the queue was a quarter way around the building.
Madness!
So we decided to go somewhere else.

That night, 2 friends were down.
Drunk and vomiting and crying.
So I was more of a nanny that night.
Didn't exactly dance much.

I realised that no one should drink when they are in a bad mood (especially if sad)
You get drunk very easy and you will cry.
So bad.
Happened to me before too.

So my point is..
Drink only when you are happy!!

:)

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For having a roof over my head. That I can be sheltered from the cold and rain.

For the love that I know, didn't know and I haven't got to know.

For being able to laugh with my brother now.

For being in the position to be picky and wait to find a job that I like. My sister didn't have that choice.

For many friends' generosity.

For the many lessons I've learnt.

For the few friends still around, despite we've all changed.

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I was telling my friend a few days ago.
How I can never really understand the effects of infactuations.
And why I have being so single these years.
It has never been too easy for me to fall in love.
This world always seems too fast paced for me.
Even without my energy put into the equation, people's fascination with me evaporates so quickly.
So much for love will save the day.
I see friends cry over relationships that lasted for 6 dates.. 1 month.. 3 months..
And I've always wondered if they know what they are crying for exactly.

There are things that takes time.
I think it takes a long time before you love someone.
Love is after the fascination,
after the honeymoon,
after the everything we see on tv.

It takes forever for me to fall in love.
But when I fall out of love, I also take forever to recover.



J'ai compris tous les mots, j'ai bien compris, merci
Raisonnable et nouveau, c'est ainsi par ici
Que les choses ont changé, que les fleurs ont fané
Que le temps d'avant, c'était le temps d'avant
Que si tout zappe et lasse, les amours aussi passent
I understood all the words, I understood well, thank you
Reasonable and new, that's the way it is
How the things have changed, how the flowers have faded
How the time from before, was the time before
If all slips away, love also goes by

Il faut que tu saches
You must know

J'irai chercher ton coeur si tu l'emportes ailleurs
Même si dans tes danses d'autres dansent tes heures
J'irai chercher ton âme dans les froids dans les flammes
Je te jetterai des sorts pour que tu m'aimes encore
I'll search for your heart, if you take it away elsewhere
Even if in your dances, others dance those hours
I'll search for your soul, in the colds, in the flammes
I'll cast spells on you, so that you will love me again

Fallait pas commencer m'attirer me toucher
Fallait pas tant donner moi je sais pas jouer
On me dit qu'aujourd'hui, on me dit que les autres font ainsi
Je ne suis pas les autres
Avant que l'on s'attache, avant que l'on se gâche
You should not have began, to attract me, to touch me
You should not have given so much, I don't know how to play games
Now people tell me, they say that others do it this way.
I'm not the others
Before we get too attached, before we spoil each other

Je veux que tu saches
I want you to know

J'irai chercher ton coeur si tu l'emportes ailleurs
Même si dans tes danses d'autres dansent tes heures
J'irai chercher ton âme dans les froids dans les flammes
Je te jetterai des sorts pour que tu m'aimes encore
I'll go get your heart, if you take it away elsewhere
Even if in your dances, others dance your hours
I'll go get your soul, in the colds in the flammes
I'll cast a spell on you, so that you will love me again

Je trouverai des langages pour chanter tes louanges
Je ferai nos bagages pour d'infinies vendanges
Les formules magiques des marabouts d'Afrique
J'les dirai sans remords pour que tu m'aimes encore
I'll find the languages to sing your praises
I'll pack all our luggages for those endless journeys
The magic spells from the african marabouts
I'll say them without remorse, so that you will love me again

Je m'inventerai reine pour que tu me retiennes
Je me ferai nouvelle pour que le feu reprenne
Je deviendrai ces autres qui te donnent du plaisir
Vos jeux seront les nôtres si tel est ton désir
Plus brillante plus belle pour une autre étincelle
Je me changerai en or pour que tu m'aimes encore
I'll crown myself a queen, so that you will stay by my side
I'll make myself new, to rekindle our fire
I'll become like the others, who give you pleasure
Your games will be ours, if that's what you wish
Brighter and more beautiful, to create a new spark
I'll change myself into gold, so that you will love me again

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It's been very hot these days in Singapore.
So hot that I get angry.. until I get to stand in front of a fan.

And last night, I suddenly remember the days in the old old flat.. and we didn't have air conditioning.
My mom will always sit beside us and fan us to sleep.

And I realised the great love my mom has for us.
Firstly, I would think that she will be sleepy.
Then, it would be tiring.

I say that my sister is silly when it comes to love.
My friends say that I am silly when it comes to love.
Yesterday, I realised that it's because we learnt since young that to love someone is to be so selfless, so disregarding of our own comforts.

I pray that my sister (and my many friends) to find someone who really is worth of their love.

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